okay, so an update on today. well as much as i dont wanna make this a sad mopy thing, today was pretty sad and mopy. (i dont know how to spell that)

so i woke up with a horrible migrane, and so i couldnt even move. so i didnt go to school today. i woke up around like eleven thirty, somethign like that and i had an ortho appt. stupid rudo didnt tell me that i was going to have to get bottom braces. AHHHH!!! i dont know what im going to do. he said at LEAST six more months, i have senior portraits coming up! OMFG!! but that wasnt the worst part of my day.

mom was in a bitchy little mood all day and i guess she couldnt see how the furry was building in me. and when i asked her nicely to turn off the bible thumpin music, she wouldnt and i was like WTF MATES?! its not that i mind that music, just not right then. and shes going off on me cause shes sick and cant pay things and grrr. so anywho. thats not even the worst part yet.

its getting kinda suspenseful isnt it?

so we come home and she had to run out again, but not first before she layed on a little guilt trip. so i then call my father to try and figure out why he cant drive me tomorrow night to somewhere he promised he would. we got into this huge argument and then he stuck a guilt trip to me. then i just started to feel really bad about myself and everything started to go into my head that is going wrong in my life. soon i was on overload and i just lost it completely. i stopped breathing and fell to the floor. and i layed there and cried for an hour til the mom came home. and ive been crying ever since.

Now i cant sleep and i feel like crap. but on an upper note, i saw a taxi last week that had on its side "call and we come get chu!" it made me really wanna call.

whatever, im out and thats the way it rolls. holla at cha gurl later!